Katahdin
Everyone was up with the sun this morning. I got my tent and the rest of my gear packed up, and waited. The rest of the guys were all ready to start hiking around 7:30am. My family wasn't here yet, but they should be on their way. The guys went on ahead and started up the mountain, but I decided that I wanted to wait for my family to show up. My dad and my little brother were going to try the climb with me, and I was excited to show them what it was like to be above tree line. They've never done any hiking quite like this before. This is going to be so cool for them to see. Dad said to go ahead and summit if I thought I needed to, but I really wanted to go with them. I'm not sure if they would have tried on their own if I had started out ahead.
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| Tripping Yeti, ready to summit in full costume. |
A little after 8am the car pulled up. I haven't seen my family in almost 4 months. After hugs and pictures, I showed them around the campground a bit. The weather forecast at the ranger station called for afternoon showers. Time to get a move on.
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| Mom, Dad, and my brother with me at Katahdin Stream Campground. |
We followed the white blazes away from the campground and into the woods. The initial section of the trail was really nice, following the course of Katahdin Stream, gently climbing uphill. After about a mile or so, the grade started to get steeper. Often the trail had water running down it. It took a lot of time to dodge the puddles and step up and over huge rocks along the way. As the trees began to get shorter and shorter, the trail got steeper and steeper. We stopped often to turn around and look at the incredible views behind us. We've gained a couple thousand feet now, and broke out above tree line. The trail was nothing but rocks and boulders, requiring some hand over hand climbing. We stopped to rest on a rock ledge, and looked out into the valley below. The land below was on fire with orange foliage. The sister mountains around Katahdin, which had looked so big from the bottom this morning, were shrinking from this vantage point. We kept climbing and crawling over the rocks. Then we came to a really tough obstacle. A huge rock ledge, with one ladder rung about 7 feet overhead. I grabbed on to the rung, stuck one foot onto a small crack in the rock, and used my arms to pull myself up and over the ledge. Dad was uneasy about trying to get up and over the ledge, and rightly so. We could have helped him up for sure, but this is probably going to the first of many tough spots. We're still over 2 miles from the summit, and even if he got up, we still have to come back down. It was a difficult decision to make, because he really wanted to get to the summit with me, but we wisely decided that he shouldn't try to go any further. Fortunately, right at that moment, another thru-hiker was coming down the mountain. I had met Smiley several times before, and he offered to take Dad back down the trail to the campground. I was really proud that he made it this far, and so happy that he got to see those amazing views above tree line. It was really tough to have to keep going without him, but I tried to keep a strong face. Not only do I have to make it to the summit, but I need to keep an eye on my brother and make sure he's okay on the climb.
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| Resting at tree line. |
As suspected, the trail got even more difficult. I tried to maintain 3 points of contact at all times as I pulled myself up and over more boulders and rocky slabs. I've certainly done climbing like this before in New Hampshire and Maine, but this was probably the toughest climb of them all. As we neared the top of the steepest part of the climb, Slims, Rainbow, and Apache were on their way down. I could see it had been physically and emotionally tough for them, but at the same time, they said it was awesome at the top. My brother and I carefully made our way up to "The Gateway" - the end of the steep boulder field, and the beginning of a plateau at the top of the mountain. We climbed over the last boulder and stepped out onto "The Tablelands".
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| Looking up at "The Gateway". |
Looking behind us, we could see the thin ribbon of rocks and white blazes on the arm of the mountain we had just come up. The slopes dropped off incredibly steep on either side. The look on my brother's face was priceless. Without words, he seemed to say, "what did you just get me into!?". Welcome to Maine bro.
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| Near the top. |
The Tablelands were more or less in a cloud. The trail was soaking wet. As we moved up and on, the cloud got thicker until visibility was maybe a hundred feet or so. Rocks and signposts were covered in a layer of ice that stuck out sideways in the direction of the blowing wind. We passed Thoreau Spring, where crystal clear water was pouring out from under a rock, way up at 4600 feet. A plaque noted that Henry David Thoreau had hiked up Katahdin in 1846, a climb that helped in his writing of "The Maine Woods". Even here at the end, the lesson in American history experienced while hiking the AT is ever present.
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| In "The Tablelands". Yep, that's ice. |
In the distance, at the top of a short climb, I saw the silhouette of a sign. The sign. The end of the trail. I told by brother to go on ahead of me. I stopped to try to compose myself and think about what was about to happen. In an instant, a slideshow flashed in my head. I saw white blazes, rhododendrons in bloom, fir trees, dark forests, sunny hillsides, and dozens of smiling faces. As I neared the sign, my hands were trembling and my lip quivered. My eyes welled up. I reached out an touched that sign. It did exist. With my arm draped across it, I rested my head on the sign. After a few moments, I lifted my head, pumped my fist, and managed to choke out a few words - "I did it!".
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| I am - a thru-hiker! |
A man was at the top the same time as us and offered to take our picture at the sign. I can only imagine what he was thinking seeing me up there with emotion bubbling over. My brother explained to him that I had just finished hiking from Georgia. The man's jaw dropped. After some picture taking, we wrapped things up, and started to make our way back down the mountain. It was getting cold up here, and it could start raining, or worse, at any minute. The climb back down was much easier with gravity on our side now. Even with 2184 miles under my feet, I was tired and sore from climbing Katahdin. That was such a perfect end to the trail. I felt like each section prepared you in some way for the next as you headed north. Then to end it all with Katahdin. What an amazing mountain. Words can't describe it adequately. How sublimely beautiful it was. The AT saves its best for last.
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Me and my brother at the northern terminus of the AT. Baxter Peak, Mt. Katahdin - elev. 5268 ft. |
Over the past few weeks, I had plenty of time to think about the end. Of course I wasn't sure about how it would unfold exactly, but I wasn't at all prepared once it actually happened. There was no grand epiphany. No flash of meaning or purpose. It was just over. No more hiking left. No more pasta sides for dinner, no more resupply. No more spring water. No more sleeping in the woods. No more campfires. The drive out of the park, on the way to Millinocket was a blur. I kept looking back again and again, trying to get a glimpse of Katahdin. It's amazing how you can feel so excited and happy, but empty and sad, all at the same time. After all of this, I was glad I was done with this thru-hike, but I didn't want to leave the trail. I'm sure going to miss this. Going home is going to be hard.